IMG_2267A little over 31 years ago I devoted my life to Christ and since then it’s been a “love journey”. A constant tug of war to fight for, believe, receive,  and walk in God’s unconditional love for me over  all the fears that try and keep me at arms distance from those who love me.  “PERFECT LOVE CASTS OUT FEAR”, therefore my testimony is this: I still find myself afraid even after some of my greatest victories. He never stops chasing after me. His constant forward motion towards me helps me to trust Him more simply because I know when He is around, the things not rooted in love will be pulled while the things that eternally remain will be planted.  Looking back, here are some “love nuggets” you may or may not agree with but they are true to me.

  1. LOVE is willing to be broken.
  2. LOVE is teachable.
  3. LOVE looks for the best in others first.
  4. LOVE drives out disingenuous display.
  5. LOVE fights for others, even at your own expense.
  6. LOVE trusts fully, knowing that rejection awaits daily.
  7. LOVE is willing to walk in the wilderness.
  8. LOVE obeys without understanding the whole scene or story.
  9. LOVE holds on to the realities of Gods Promise over senses.
  10. LOVE fights for innocence even though it’s misunderstood.
  11. LOVE runs towards Giants.
  12. LOVE Speaks truth despite its own hurt.
  13. LOVE is quick to say,  I’m sorry, I’m wrong, Forgive me.
  14. LOVE Gives room for growth and development in others as well as themselves.
  15. LOVE recognizes who’s in the mirror.
  16. LOVE laughs, lives, looks for perspective before pronouncing judgement.
  17. LOVE Rests within even when there is chaos outside.
  18. LOVE Stays within his gifting lane and encourages others to find theirs.
  19. LOVE asks “why not” rather than give in to reason.
  20. LOVE makes a life rather than just make a living.
  21. LOVE gets to the edge…pauses…then jumps!
  22. LOVE is willing to get burned for his beliefs rather than bow for his compromise.
  23. LOVE Always asks: “God, what is your will?” , cause that’s all that really matters.
  24. LOVE pleases the ONE over the many.
  25. LOVE gives action over lip service.
  26. LOVE is never satisfied with mediocrity; only excellence!
  27. LOVE dies to defending itself; lives for standing alone in obedience.
  28. LOVE puts others before self, without expecting anything in return.
  29. LOVE cares for itself for the sake of others.
  30. LOVE is Messy, Misunderstood, and Meek, therefore it’s a MUST!
  31. LOVE is willing to be stretched holistically and trust the venue God chooses to use.
  32. LOVE always has a ‘not to do” list.
  33. LOVE deeply will cause one to hurt deeper.
  34. LOVE stands and stands and stands, until…it’s an UNBROKEN STANCE.
  35. LOVE Worships with passion; it looks disorganized because it is.
  36. LOVE does not demand its own way. There’s only LOVE way.
  37. LOVE bounces back even after 7 falls!
  38. LOVE is more about the constant than the instant.
  39. LOVE plays to win and is not afraid of losing 1 match.
  40. LOVE overcomes whatever comes.
  41. LOVE leverages authority for service not control.
  42. LOVE is faithful but doesn’t equate it with maintenance but rather progress.
  43. LOVE looks at 50 and says thank you for discovery, but no thanks to resignation.
  44. LOVE says 50 is ‘locker room’ time. Evaluate; Adjust; Play Hard
  45. LOVE inspires 40’s, honors 60’s +, is intentional when connecting to other 50’s.
  46. LOVE gives his heart to marriage, lends his ear to children, his money to grandchildren, appreciates the beauty in all of it.
  47. LOVE is best understood within the framework of silence and solitude.
  48. LOVE fights for 1 because it’s just right.
  49. LOVE also fights for the 100 because it’s just right.
  50. LOVE best understands what to do when he abides IN HIM.

pray for another 50 in years to come… Boo yah!


  repentance – to turn around and go in the opposite direction. To be sorry for the actions. Though it includes sorrow and regret, it is more than that. It is a call to conversion from self-love, self-trust, and self-assertion to obedient trust and self-commitment to God. It is a change of mind that involves a conscious turning away from wrong actions, attitudes and thoughts that conflict with a Godly lifestyle and biblical commands, and an intentional turning toward doing that which the Bible says pleases God. In repenting, one makes a complete change of direction (180° turn) toward God.  

Matthew 3:8

Therefore bear fruits worthy of repentance.

Isaiah 30:15

For thus says the Lord GOD, the Holy One of Israel: “In returning and rest you shall be saved; In quietness and confidence shall be your strength.” But you would not,

Hosea 14:1

O Israel, return to the LORD your God, For you have stumbled because of your iniquity.

Matthew 9:13

“But go and learn what this means: ‘I desire mercy and not sacrifice.’ For I did not come to call the righteous, but sinners, to repentance.”

Luke 3:8

“Therefore bear fruits worthy of repentance, and do not begin to say to yourselves, ‘We have Abraham as our father.’ For I say to you that God is able to raise up children to Abraham from these stones.

Luke 15:7

I say to you that likewise there will be more joy in heaven over one sinner who repents than over ninety-nine just persons who need no repentance.

Romans 2:4

Or do you despise the riches of His goodness, forbearance, and longsuffering, not knowing that the goodness of God leads you to repentance?

2 Corinthians 7:10

For godly sorrow produces repentance leading to salvation, not to be regretted; but the sorrow of the world produces death.

Hebrews 6:1

Therefore, leaving the discussion of the elementary principles of Christ, let us go on to perfection, not laying again the foundation of repentance from dead works and of faith toward Go.

2 Peter 3:9

The Lord is not slack concerning His promise, as some count slackness, but is longsuffering toward us, not willing that any should perish but that all should come to repentance.

2 Timothy 2:24-25

And a servant of the Lord must not quarrel but be gentle to all, able to teach, patient, in humility correcting those who are in opposition, if God perhaps will grant them repentance, so that they may know the truth.


   When I looked higher than what I feel. 
Judged judged from high to low from near and far; only One removes life’s deepest scars
Trust broken, heart trampled, souls opportunities remain constant.

Just another battle on earths unkind war.

Sissing…Dissing…all vapors wrapped in lace; peel back another layer and truth shines in hypocritical grace.

The constant weaning out of life’s purest jewels; it’s difficult and figidy. Often times fools gold… I tripped again. Fell for it all.

There is one in the Midst that is a constant treasure; simple words, clear track, constant pleasure. 

He’s the One from the backside of a Barn; across the track; nothing  to wear but the words from his heart. 

He’s genuine; no masking, no filtering, all truth much grace. Under Him, no weight no care, with Him, no fear no questions; following Him all gets clear in the midst of Earths war and strain. 

It’s settled. Why think what’s here would ever fulfill what He only has declared clean. He Himself said, He gave himself to no man for He knew what was in them. 

His approach was to what’s Higher; what’s greater, superior, to all earth. For the dust speaks; for the dust settles. All that remains is Him. Therefore He alone matters. 


(Matthew 6:19-29 Message)
19 “Don’t hoard treasure down here where it gets eaten by moths and corroded by rust or––worse! ––stolen by burglars. 20 Stockpile treasure in heaven, where it’s safe from moth and rust and burglars. 21 It’s obvious, isn’t it? The place where your treasure is, is the place you will most want to be, and end up being.
22″ Your eyes are windows into your body. If you open your eyes wide in wonder and belief, your body fills up with light. 23 If you live squinty–eyed in greed and distrust, your body is a dank cellar. If you pull the blinds on your windows, what a dark life you will have!

Your body responds to vision. When your vision…your treasure…your perspective has eternity attached to it, immediately your whole body responds in such a way that it becomes alive!

Ask yourself: “Hows your body feeling? Does your body reflect light or darkness? Quit trying to dig deeper into this than it is. Ask this question and answer it…without trying to over spiritualize. Does your body reflect light? (joy, peace, life, love…) Does your body reflect darkness? (depression, questions, confusion, downward pull…)

Weigh yourself! Let it fall where it falls but respond with action. What are you going to do if you realize theres more darkness there and you are being consumed with it? What if there is light and life currently?

Here is a good follow up question: If you find yourself in darkness, it is a result of your vision.

How do you see yourself? How does God see you? What are you feeding on? Has you perspective become tainted because of offense and judgement? Why worry so much about what others are doing or have done rather than ask yourself what are you doing? How will you change? Will I allow the comments of others dictate my future? The report of the doctors? The challenges of life?

RISE UP – tell your eyes what to get fixed on! “Eye, let me tell you what you are going to see today. I see myself free from condemnation; free from judging others, free from the pain of the past and comments of those closest to me. I see them free from my grip and unforgiveness. I have too much to live for and eternity is at stake! My children need to see me with vision, purpose, an attitude of gratitude and overcoming whatever comes our way.

Continue to speak to yourself and make the adjustment NOW…TODAY…THIS MOMENT. There is no penance to pay…just REPENTANCE from our ridiculous selfish stronghold we have chosen to hold on to.

RESULTS: your body will begin to respond to this vision. I even believe that physical symptoms that were there we begin to loosen themselves from your life….ailments…depression…downcast…anxiety…pain.